Where for art thou Motivation?

Lately I have lost my motivation.  I don’t feel like riding my bike.  I don’t feel like learning to swim.  I don’t even feel like trying to run even though I should be OK to start running again.  I don’t care about breaking 3 hours in a marathon anymore.  I don’t know where my motivation went or how/if I can get it back.  I really don’t feel like doing much of anything at all.

Did the injury sap my motivation?  Probably, at least to some extent.  Maybe I’m just tired from poor sleep patterns lately.

According to my calendar and the way my leg feels I could start running any day I want.  But…I don’t want to.

I’m not seeking sympathy.  I’m not reaching out for help.  I’m just documenting this so that later I can look back and see what was going on as opposed to believe my false and incomplete memories.

ps: The title of this post is dumb because it actually means “Why are you Motivation?”


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